Day 10

I am not handling even the most minimum of stress well. This morning the computer screen was black and I panicked. My mind knows that happens during updating but there I was dithering. It uses a lot of energy that I could use better. Today I will check with the bank as I think Big 5 charged me for two pairs of shoes when I only bought one. Another dither. Not my normal reaction. or is this the new normal? On to brighter kinder thoughts